I love going out and doing things but I have also been dreading it because people are starting to ask too many questions. People realize I'm back home, living here, and that I'm here alone with my son.
It's a small town and people talk.
It's like the dreaded question that you don't want people to ask so that you don't have to talk about it.
I don't want to talk about it. I've been talking about it. It has consumed my life for almost 2 months now.
I feel angry and sad and annoyed and heartbroken and destroyed. But I can't let that consume me.
I have to keep normalcy for my son. Us moving here already isn't normal for him. So now I have to keep things stable and consistent for him in every other way.
I'm happy to be home. I'm glad I am able to be here. I appreciate that I was able to come back.
I just have so much going on. So much to figure out and get used to.
I want to have an awesome summer.
I am going to have an awesome summer.
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