Well I named this blog the happenings of my life and I'm going to stay true to that title.
There have been a lot of happenings.
And not necessarily all good things.
It's the spring is 2015 and my life has completely changed.
Not too long ago I was happily married. We were our own little family of three and life was good.
Now my life has done a complete 180, and at 27 years old I've moved my entire life back home with my parents and I'm facing being a single mother to my son and trying to make it happen on my own.
I literally packed up everything I own, put it in the car, and drove away.
My heart is broken but on the outside you wouldn't know it. I've dropped a few pounds, or 10. And I probably look tired, but what mom doesn't? I'm going thru hell in my personal life while I have to go on interviews and be professional and get myself a job.
I find myself annoyed and irritable at times because my son is hard to handle especially on my own. He is 2, and we've moved, and he is getting used to the new way things are in our life. And everyone wants to talk. They want to talk about what happened and how I'm feeling and this and that and its fucking annoying. and some people have alternate motives and they don't really give a shit they just 'want the scoop' because it's a small town and people are starting to realize I'm back and I'm back alone.
And this weekend I have to go my first time away from my son overnight for 3 overnights in a row and I'm looking forward to the break but holy shit!
So it's all too much but I'm okay. I just keep saying I'm okay.
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