no place like home

There is no place like home. Honestly. Truly. Legitimately. There is no other place that is like home. Home is where the heart is. I feel that in my whole being. I have a different feeling when I am at home than I do any other place. I am not just saying my house, I am saying home, my house in my HOMEtown. I was born and raised there. It was all I ever knew for 18+ years of my life. I love going home. I am in love with the idea of going home and being at home. But I always get a little sad when I leave. I know that might be normal and typical or whatever but.. I don’t like being sad. Obviously.

The point of saying all that is just cause I went home this weekend and when I came back I was a little sad. And then I realized, it is because no matter what, nothing can replace home. You can get a new home or a different home but your true home will never be replaced. It has just been on my mind.

I am doing really well but of course, as I have said a million times before, money is on my mind. And stressing me out. I think I need to work on better stress management. I think my biggest fear is the what if’s…what if we don’t come up with the money. What if we don’t pay on time. What if what if what if. The what if’s can make you insane. Seriously.

I enjoy the wedding planning process because you  plan everything, you make it what you want. You do what you want to do and it will be all yours. The entire day will be your doing. You planned it and made it happen. And it is everything you and your fiancé want in your Big Day!

With that being said, the wedding planning process is also very stressful and anxiety provoking because you want to plan the best possible wedding day you can. And you want it to live up to your every wish, hope and dream!

So, I have mixed feelings depending on the day and my mood. But overall I am happy and in love and everything will fall into place <3