It's the most wonderful time...

I think I have turned a bit of a corner. I am not sure if it is because getting into the holiday spirit has be happy and more stress free, or if I have just come to realize that worrying and stress will take over my life if I let them. Whatever the reason may be, I have kind of had an epiphany if we shall call it, and I realized in regards to our wedding day...we will just make it work. It will all come together and everything will fall into place.
Of course I am still going to worry and have some stress over things during the next 6 months but, essentially when it comes right down to it, we will make it work. we have to make it work. one way or another our big day will be as special and amazing as we want it to be.
and if things go wrong, or some things happen that we didnt want to happen, so what, we fix it and move on. I think I have realized that I have anxiety that probably should be medicated but I can't let my anxiety and worrying and stress rule my life. It isn't healthy nor is it pleasant.
Maybe this new way of thinking has come about because today, November 12th is exactly 6 months until our wedding day! ONLY 6 months left. A. that is crazy, the time has flown right by and B. that is scary and exciting all at the same time.
I remember the day my fiance proposed like it was yesterday, and here we are 6 months until our wedding day. It is all wonderful and happy and so many things all at the same time.
On December 22nd, a little over a month away, we will have been engaged for one whole year! I mean it really is true, everyone says time goes by really fast but it truly does. Before I know it our day will be here! I can't believe it!
On another note, I am very much getting into the holiday spirit and I am getting more and more excited for the holidays as they approach. I LOVE Thanksgiving and Christmas and then my birthday is 3 days after Christmas so I just love this time of the year. There is a feeling in the air and a spirit that is just so wonderful.
Okay, thats all for now, I will update again soon! I am busy figuring out some wedding things today Oh, and listening to Christmas music too of course! <3

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