money.

I am stressed about paying for our wedding. plain and simple everything is so expensive and it is stressing me out. i am stressed, have been stressed and will be stressed at some point again before our wedding day. i dont like being stressed out but it creeps up on me and then my anxiety is out of control and i just think and over think everything, like the money. ahhh.

i dont have too much to say. we are technically 'on track' with things... and we have a lot done and we have a lot in the works...but i just keep thinking about how poor we will be after. ugh.

i dont like to be negative, i dont mean to be anyways. i am just venting. i am truly happy and in love and i am happy that we are planning what we want and that we arent doing something that we dont truly want just to save money.