relaxed a bit...

Okay, so I am feeling more relaxed this evening....and I have realized that if i let it, anxiety will rule my life and i cant let that happen. i understand that i have anxiety, i have know it for a long time, and i need to deal with it accordingly. i have not and will not take medication for it because for me, I just dont like taking medication...i will fight myself to even take a tylenol. so, i need to use positive coping skills and not let my anxiety and worrying and stress get the best of me.

Me and my Fiance have his cousins wedding to attend this Saturday and I am actually excited to go to it because it will be the last wedding we attend until we attend our own!!! and, i am interested to see how they do things for their wedding and see what we might have the same or different and see what ideas they used and stuff. I mean overall, weddings are just fun...so I am excited. Plus, it is an excuse to get dressed up, relax, have fun and dance til your feet hurt :)