Bridal store trip # 3

Tomorrow after work, Me and My MOH are going to go to the Bridal store (for the third time) and pick up my dress and all the accessories I ordered with it. Also while we are there she is going to try on the bridesmaid dresses that I liked. I am realllllllly hoping that a decision is made tomorrow evening and one of the dresses works. Part of me hates that the bridal store only has so many chiffon options (chiffon is what I was thinking for the girls, its flowy and spring-ish) but at the same time part of me is happy there arent an overwhelming amount of options or else I would be way too confused in picking one. Essentially, I want what I want and it is MY wedding...........BUT, it is not my money paying for the bridesmaid dresses, it is THEIR money. And I am totally not the type to tell them exactly what I want them to buy, unless I was paying for it myself and unfortunately I cant do that. The few dresses that I liked are dresses, in my opinion, that could be worn again. They are not heinous or soooo bridesmaid-y that the girls couldn't wear them for something else.

I have anxiety about going tomorrow I think cause I just want it over with. I know it will be fun to pick out the dress with her, but I really honestly truly just want to put a check mark next to that To-Do on my list and move on to the next thing. There are so so so many things that have to be done and so many decisions to be made that I am praying this is an easy one and then I dont have to worry about it anymore. I can tell all 4 girls, this is what we are going with, order when you can, you have 9 months to pay for it, etc etc etc.

I know that I am stressed over something fairly small/silly but my anxiety gets the best of me sometimes. Well, most times. Will update about our trip after tomorrow.